I understand how frustrated everyone would get when they would try to reinforce me with positive affirmations and I would shoot them down or find excuses as to why they wouldn’t work.
When I see people acting like that now, it really pisses me off and I want to be like shut the fuck up, stop being a cry baby, you can’t just BE happy, it takes fucking work. If I can pull myself out of a decade long depression, and turn things around for myself, so can you. It starts with your thought process. Stop throwing yourself a damn pity party and smile. Even if you think you have nothing to smile about, fucking find something, it’s not as hard as you’re making it on yourself..
ok end rant.